Ivory's Journal to Reflect

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Ivory

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I had one in HE, figured to just carry this over here.

Not to make anyone afraid, but I think I've had major depression since I was 14, it's been more than ten years, but only now I have come to grips with it. The benefit of self-introspection and accepting this is who I am and willing to work on myself to beat it, and get in better physical and mental health is soothing to the soul.

Ironically, this also improved my drive to roleplay, write, create and also be more inclined for smut than before. I'm looking forward how my journey goes from here on out while using this post as a base and remember the feeling I have at this moment in time.
 

Ivory

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Flu sucks, my body hurts and I am so much a shell of my former self emotionally and mentally when I ponder avout it. Insurance sucks so actual professional help isn't within reach. I know it's a stark contrast from my initial post but that was likely an attempt to fool myself.

My only therapy at this point is writing since my characters always find a way to represent me and my trauma, with ways to work and succeed in the end. Yet even that, I am losing the ability to just write and have fun, not mentioning people who I still owe a post to and leaving them without an update.

On a nice note, these new earbuds are making the time pass without question with silence
 
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