Pattern's Mumblings

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Sylphrena

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Apparently that vacation did more harm than it did any good :/

My anxiety over posting has gotten so bad that it's manifesting physically causing my shoulders/neck to hurt a minute into attempting to write. Because I certainly don't have enough wrong with me. I struggle on blaming depression because I'm still being somewhat productive day-to-day and I'm getting outside every day for hour long walks... But I'm not enjoying the things I enjoyed weeks ago, my sleep has been absolutely horrible, and yeah, that's obviously stupid depression or yet another heavy mood swing. On the good, green side of things, I bought another plant

Well the humiliation worked. I definitely still feel like garbage.
 
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Somewhere along the line of learning about bookplates, first introduced to me as ex-libris (lame site, cool stamps), I started wanting my own stamp to begin marking my books. A little further down the line, I started thinking about good ol' tramp stamps.

In book related mumblings, I've hit 50 books read so far this year 🎉
 

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1846, Nicolas François Octave Tassaert

this dude was such an unashamed horn dog as he aged, i love it
 

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VI
Delicately, the scent of our love coils through the afternoon air.
First it's my powerless mind to become re-infected,
a space, shaped perfectly, shaped like you. Waiting. Throbbing. Aching,
like the warmth between my legs, far from being unaffected.
Memories flood my longing heart. Utterly breath-taking,

there you are, fingers in my hair, taste on my tongue, everywhere.
 

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Vorfreude
denotes a feeling of ecstatic joy when considering or anticipating an upcoming pleasure or thrill
intense anticipation of joy thinking of future pleasure
pre-pleasure
foreplay
 
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