SoftLullaby
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Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be
"Brick By Boring Brick" by Paramore
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be
"Brick By Boring Brick" by Paramore
Caer Nuadh, Scotland
The blow to the back of her head was enough to send Kathryn tumbling forward on the ground. Her red hair spilled across the ground and mud caked her palms, ruining the front of her deep blue dress. She scrambled upright, only to be laid low as she was struck once more.
The world was spinning around her and she gasped in a breath, not yet moving. Her head was in agony, blood seeping from the wound. Something hard and cool had hit her both times, and she knew that it would not take many more before her life was entirely snuffed out. And yet, the knowledge brought with it a tingle of despair, because as she looked back at the man wielding such a large and terrifying weapon against her, she felt real pain.
He was beautiful. Incredibly so. "Gideon," Kathryn whispered, struggling to her hands and knees, panting with the effort it took, "why? Why are you doing this?"
"Ye think I'm goin' t' kill ye, don't ye?" Gideon laughed softly as he came up beside her, crouching down. His hand reached out, touching the side of her face. "Tha's where yer wrong, luv. I've no need t' kill ye." He lay his weapon upon the muddy ground before standing, his hand shooting out to hoist her to her feet.
Kathryn swayed a bit unsteadily as she looked at him. The image was blurry, but Gideon's beauty was undeniable. Deep ebon hair had been pulled back at the nape of his neck and tied with a cord. His face was masculine, but bore an elegance unseen in eras. He did not seem toughened by Scotland's harsh clime, but rather, he seemed suited more to finery. His green eyes, however, held a wildness, a passion, within them that was undeniable, even frightening.
"Come wit' me," Gideon instructed her before he began to pull her along with him. She managed to walk without stumbling, her vision still blurred by the blows she had taken to the head. She could still feel the blood trickling downward, pooling in the hollow between her breasts. Her breathing was labored, but she knew she would not die. It seemed more than apparent now that Gideon would not allow it.
As they rounded a corner of the fortress, Kathryn felt her world cave in. Even her legs refused to carry her weight - the scene before her was one of the grisliest, one of the worst, and despair filtered through her entire small frame. "Oh, God," she whispered, reaching up with her hand to cover her mouth, uncaring that mud caked her skin.
Three pikes were attached to the stone walls and from them hung three corpses, each impaled by the head. A man, woman and child - Kathryn's father, mother and sister. She moaned softly as she lowered her head. Gideon's hand released her and she sank to the muddy ground. Her hands hit the wet ground but she no longer cared. Everything she had loved was gone - taken from her by force. The family she had known was gone. Killed by Gideon's highland army.
"I want ye t' understand, Kat," Gideon said softly, coming to stand behind her, "exactly what this means fer ye. Yer mine. A prize. I've won the war. Yer clan is no more, an' mine reigns supreme. Yer my spoils, Kat."
The gravity of his words sliced through her and suddenly… she knew what that meant. She knew exactly what he had in store for her, and it chilled her to the bone.
Some time later Kathryn found herself warm beside the fire, but the chill had not left her. A woman stood behind her chair, taming her wild coils into a braid before winding it around the crown of her head.
Gideon - the man she had loved. Gideon - the man who had destroyed her world. Her father had forbidden their union, reminding her that Gideon's clan was brutal. That she would have no place among them as an equal. No, instead she would be a possession. She had been so very naive to dismiss her father's words. If only she had listened, her family might still be alive.
If she had listened, Kathryn would not have become enslaved to a monster.
* * * * * * * * * * * *
Caer Darrow, Scotland
Kathryn felt cold.
It had been nearly a year, but the chill she felt had not fallen away. It was ever-present, the tragic nature of her life a glaring reminder of how she should have listened. Gideon was indeed a brutal man, and she had the marks to prove it. Scars adorned nearly every inch of her body.
Gideon's knowledge of torture was surpassed by no one, and it seemed Kathryn was the person to experience it at every turn. His sexual appetites were monstrous, but she could not overpower him. She could not run. If she did, she would not get far - though a part of her thought an arrow to the heart would be better than the life she was now forced to endure. She was Gideon's hostage.
That she had loved him once now baffled her. Gideon was not the man he had pretended to be, and he was dragging her down with him. He was killing her, bit by bit. It was hopeless. There was no escape.
"Milady?"
The sound of a man's voice penetrated Kathryn's thoughts and she blinked. Looking up, she saw the face of Theon, Gideon's master alchemist. He was a hard man, truth be told, with his scarred face, but Kathryn saw a kindness in him as well. He had never been cruel to her. In fact, he had been the only one to show gentleness toward her in the long year she had spent as Gideon's prisoner.
"Please, come in, Theon," Kathryn said softly, pulling her dress more firmly up her shoulders. She winced as pain accompanied the movement; the flogging Gideon had given the night before had left fresh marks everywhere upon her body, save her hands, face and neck. Beneath her dress, her body burned. "I am sorry to have asked you here. Did you… did you bring the poultice?"
"I did." Theon turned, slowly closing the door behind him. "How much of you needs treated?"
Kathryn flinched slightly as she lowered her head in shame. "All of it," she admitted, her tone quiet. "He was… particularly brutal tonight. I am sorry to ask this of you, Theon. I know it bothers you to see this."
The smile he offered was kind, gentle. Theon crossed the room to her side, kneeling beside her. "It only bothers me because it pains you, milady." He set the healing herbs down upon the floor before looking back up at her. "You will need to remove your garment. I am sorry to ask, but I must get to the skin to mend it."
It was humiliating, having to disrobe before the alchemist, but Kathryn was in so much pain she disregarded that pang of discomfort. She endured the shame with more poise than she realized she could even muster. In the end, she felt shaken and raw, her entire body exposed to a man who was no less a stranger than the one who had taken her a year ago.
The task done, Kathryn pulled her dress back over her head, hating the tears that fell. Hating the necessity of them. A moment later, she went still as Theon wiped one of them away. He held his hand aloft, watching the tear trail down the side of his arm and disappear into his sleeve. "I… can save you, Kathryn," he said softly. "I can. I can offer you a way out. If you trust me."
* * * * * * * * * * * *
Eversleeping Isle, Arcadia
Kathryn stared out the tower window.
She had no idea how much time had passed. It seemed to go by both swiftly and slowly, at times crawling, at others flashing by in the blink of an eye. Ages ago it had seemed this place was a sanctuary. A place of dreams and happy endings. But how many happily ever afters must one gain and lose for the beauty of them to cease?
A shadowy form lingered nearby, its face overtaken by darkness. Its eyes gleamed like embers, but it was no friend. It had never been a friend.
It was all that remained of Theon, the alchemist who had promised to free her. Instead, he had imprisoned her. Though it was no physical torture, the internal scars were numerous. He tortured her with the possibility of happiness, only to wrench it away. Soon, she had stopped loving the princes he sent for her, realizing that they were pale caricatures of reality.
"You cannot let your hope die, Kat," the shadowy figure said, its voice low and sibilant. "If you do, then the pair of us die. You are killing us both."
"No, Theon," Kathryn responded, tucking her small body against the pillows in her bed. Even that was a prison; as her hope died little by little, bricks had begun to conceal the whole structure, leaving it an enclosure. The only light was from the brilliant pink rose hovering nearby. It was what Theon had harnessed her life force to. Her soul was bound to that rose, and it had been such a long time since it had begun dying. Petals had been lost, and soon, it would wither.
Kathryn found she could not care. All of the joy of life had been stolen, leaving this pale nothingness.