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Weight off my shoulders, finally filed the last form yesterday at the courthouse. Hopefully, I am finally done with that. It ate my inspiration and curved my enthusiasm to be online because of my muse had lost the drive because of what I had been dealing with for almost a year. Stupid A People's Choice should rename their company A People's Stupid Choice since all of the paralegals who work there are stupid. But surprisingly, the people at the courthouse, especially the family law section are really nice people, very patient and accommodating with our stupid questions, very helpful, even if it means he had to redo my form four times until we finally decided this is how I wanted. These guys from the Chula Vista are really great.

But that bitch of a guard, wow, do they really have to be so rude? I grabbed my knapsack since I needed my pen so I will stop borrowing the pen from the counter. I forgot I got a dead phone in there, plus my keys have a folded scissor since we use scissors sometimes to rip off the bags from the dialysis machine. I took off my belt and was walking through the detector when she called me back, take out your electronics and scissors from your bag, so normally when you say take out I thought she meant I just put it out on the tray. So I did and was gonna go back when she said a little louder there are other people behind me it's a line. Come back here and take it out I said, didn't you hear me. I looked at her confused, what do you want me to do? I asked nicely not really knowing what she wants me to do with it, even explained it's for my partner's dialysis machine, so I tried to give it to her and she got mad, I said take it out I don't care what you do with it but take it out of the building. So yes in front of everybody I took out the scissors and took it to the wall outside the building hoping I can be able to grab it again later.

After the humiliation, walking back in and talked to my partner in a louder voice explaining to him, oh the scissor we use for your dialysis machine, I forgot it's on my keys, she doesn't need to be rude about it, but oh well probably why she would only be just a guard she has no manners.

The scissor is gone. Sucks that was a good scissor too for travel. At the airport it's so easy to explain it's part of the dialysis machine, we just leave it in the machine bag.
 
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Were not moving. We found tons of nice places but they are very expensive. So yeah it is an hour away from my new place of work. But it is better. I can have the TV as loud as I want to. But with just some improvements, it is manageable. We decided that if we are going to move it is going to be our dream house.

I mostly extremely busy on Tues, Weds and Thurs. 6 am to 6 pm shift, I cannot do graveyard since I am also a caregiver for my partner when I get home. It is mostly physical work, I got two clients, a man, and a woman. The woman is new I haven't met her yet so hopefully, she will not be difficult like the last one.
 

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This little guy is 1 year old this year grown a habit of lunging and biting. Would scare the crap out of me to prove that he can actually jump out of his little cage if he wants to. We are getting him neutered hopefully that would fix his biting and lunging. I miss picking him up he bit me so hard one time it drew blood.

I got a full load 5 days of 12 hour shift with a two hour drive. I don't mind the drive the family of the client is bipolar and would serve coffee and scream with a side of yell and curses everyday without fail for the past month. The wife is already bedridden and dead weight so changing and cleaning her up is already tiring but more tiring is being mentally drained with the constant aggressive behavior. I can understand it is a shock to see your wife declining but still I wouldn't mind a day without a yelling in my ear.

I want to rp but maybe just a handful of people not all that I had before but if you want to continue or start something with me give me a poke and let me see if I can add you to my plate.
 

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Arghhhh...2 more days. So tired. Gonna sleep some more still got few minutes before had to drag myself out of bed. See you guys later hopefully less visitors today.
 

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My client died still adjusting if I am going to come back there to take care of the husband now since they all know me and want me to come back. He was so distraught and wanted me to stay but his family is there need to give them privacy to grieve.

I am with a new client until I get called back by the husband so please give me to adjust to changes in my schedule
 

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Okay had a change of time schedule so yeah, I don't think they would be able to schedule me for work this week, so taking my time to catch up with my rps, and some plotting. Please do hit me up if you want me to speed things along. But I am a little rusty so give some time to get my groove back.
 

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I am home, just too many errands today, went to the dialysis center then to Kaiser, the hospital, then a couple of other errands, cleaned the bunnies cages, I don't have work tomorrow but the boss said I might have on Thursday. So keeping fingers crossed it won't be for another week, just need this one more week then I would be on work mode again. So, am going to bed. Sorry guys just too tired, no inspiration, my muse is probably zonked out too.
 

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Surgery scheduled on Thursday hopefully they don't keep him overnight or longer. They are cutting the rest of my partner's toe since he has no more circulation on there so maybe if they cut completely they will improve blood circulation. I just hope they don't keep him overnight again, I am not used to sleeping alone anymore. So if I don't reply please have patience today was really a tiring day. Full day for us. Thank you for understanding.
 

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Got stuck in the car for 6 hours, I keep teasing him. Since he uses a walker now since he doesn't have balance anymore with that big toe amputated. He was high when he finally got out they kept him for 4 hours and he was sedated. My partner is the kindest soul I ever met I never really hear or rarely hear him say fuck or mother fucker lol He is not that partner, I am lol, I am the one with all those colorful vocabulary but we were laughing when he started saying stuff like fuck or say nasty things like I want to punch the nurse, or these guys are assholes, we have to stop him from talking loud, and his son and I were saying he is high lol

More work for me. But oh well, at least he is finally home, safe and hopefully it does help with his blood circulation and they would not amputate his foot.
 

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I got a shooting pain from my back all the way down my arm, I was loading dialysis solution boxes that are 60 pounds each up the stairs. So please excuse my slowness in typing, it hurts.
 

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I finally got a job again, well not really a new one. My old boss must surely love me lol Because she went out of her way to get me something that is close to where I live. 6 years is really a long time she doesn't really want to let me go and work for another agency so I am going to work for another elderly here in San Diego. That is so nice of her to really go out of her to find something for me again. It's not going to be bad it is not going to be 12-hour shift but just 8 hours so that is cool I won't be too tired. :) Plus $15 dollars per hour is not bad either, not going to worry about rent for a while we are finally good again.
 
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Old lady is still adjusting to me so most of the time I have to work a little overtime since she liked me so much she didn't want me to go home. lol But we're getting there, give me time. I would be replying to my rps as soon as I can.
 

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Waiting for the knee crutch so it would be easier for me
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I got this for him so at least I don't have to carry him up the stairs or if he needs to go to the bathroom
 

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Boxes I unpack and load on to the dialysis machine

Dialysis boxes

so let me catch my breath it has been exhausting plus he has an IV I need to flush too if you wish to drop our rp I will understand
 

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Some wonderful friends of ours came, they had been helping out lately, and I truly appreciate them. We couldn't seem to know how to figure out the knee crutch it was difficult if it is just two of you and the other person cannot help since he is the one who is supposed to use plus yes our short hallway is very narrow. But 4 big men managed to occupy that small space and they helped us to secure the knee crutch it looks so easy on the video but with the help of our friends, we managed to get some tips on how to use it. Hubby is exhausted and I am about to collapse from exhaustion before it was okay if I am tired he would help setting up his own dialysis machine, but this time since he cannot use his one foot since there are no stitches there it is just bandaged up and the stub is still open hopefully by Monday they can close it up but we have to accept the reality of the prognosis is not good he might really lose his foot.

I am at my limit every day, taking care of his medication, cleaning, and bandaging his open wound, flushing the IV on his PICC line on his arm, then changing his exit site for his tube in his tummy where his catheter for his dialysis, then carrying the bags of solutions for his dialysis every night, cooking meals, washing the dishes, laundry, cleaning the cage and feeding the rabbits, feeding the dogs, cleaning their space, carrying him to the bathroom, bed bath so yeah, forgive me if I cannot post as much as I can that knee crutch would really help a lot. So tomorrow we would practice it helping him use it.
 

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The knee crutch is a disaster, my hubby is a little on the plump side plus uneasy with the crutch just think of it he tries going down the stairs with that thing, it is not really very ideal, he might go rolling down the stairs with it and he would get into a more serious accident. So, for now, I am carrying him up and down the stairs plus the dialysis boxes as well. They amputated his toe plus almost half of that side of his foot so yes he has no balance. It is just very exhausting so if you guys think you cannot wait for me I would understand just let me know thank you.
 

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I threw up when we were about to go to the hospital, Jess was saying it was probably because I am worried, I am because every time they make him go there, it takes days or weeks before they send him home. So I can't sleep, I can't eat, I have my rabbits but it is not the same, he is not here so I can mess with him lol I like pinching his nose or pulling his ear, or licking and biting with my lips his ear XD Or kiss him when he is sleeping just to make sure he is real and he is with me. Now with do tons of face time. But it is exhausting to stay positive and make jokes to make him laugh so he will stay strong because I am not there.

I knew it that is only a matter of time, the toe next to the stub is almost black there is no blood flowing there. So yeah, he might stay there until Monday or Tuesday, like the last time, I don't know why they are taking so long when he is already there to wait one or two days before they do things, I understand they have to wait for the culture to come back or the MRI but still I doubt they are full, but you cannot visit which sucks, I rather if I can come even every other day just to stay for a couple of hours and come home but no, I wasn't even able to wheel him inside. I feel like I was sucker punch when the doctor called me up and said they are a certain possibility now that they are going to cut off his foot. Oh, correction he said limb so they might cut above the knee. I didn't tell him that though, I don't have the heart though he knows they are going to amputate his whole foot but am sure he didn't think it would be up to his knee. So am still hoping and praying they can at least save that foot no matter how they mangled it with just 3 toes left. I won't say he is a weak person but my partner needs me for moral support.

The other day he asked me why am still here? Why am I still with him? He said others would have already bolted having the responsibility of taking care of your partner for life of course others, I am not others I told him, I am your baba. lol, I am the one who is going to nag you and yell at you to put lotion on your legs and arms when you are starting to look like a merman. XD he hates putting lotion. I used to scare him with stories of the people I take care of, and I hate to tell him I told you so. So yeah I told him so if he doesn't religiously put lotion, he gets flaky, hard dry skin scales which he would try to peel which can bleed, he is diabetic, stage 5 kidney failure, so it takes forever for someone like him to heal, or yeah, end up with being an amputee. I love him to death, there is no place in the world I will rather be than with him, even if I might end up rolling down the stairs because of exhaustion. It's funny even with a mask on, they would ask if we are brothers or something. And hilariously too, they said he is the older one lol when in fact I am 3 years older than he is lol So you see we are meant to be, we don't need a piece of paper to get married. Technically am still married, there are some complications so I cannot divorce yet and marry him but hopefully, next year would be our year and I will make him mine. I rattled on, I apologize trying to hold on to my sanity, keeping my mind busy so I won't keep bugging him with calls he is probably having his dinner and would be sleeping soon.
 

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It is not Christmas yet but I am already counting my blessings. It is really true you reap what you sow if you are kind to a person they are kind back to you. I really don't know Evelyn, she is my partner's long time friend and former schoolmate. But still, like her, we used to babysit her rabbit, Charlie. But sadly Charlie is old used to scare the crap out of me before. It is my first time to really actually take care of a rabbit, he is like a stalker bunny their bathroom is up the stairs and whenever I go to the bathroom, I will find him by the stairs like he is waiting for me, and I can just imagine a creepy bunny toothy smile, what took you so long and what did you do there? lol, I am the one who feeds him those critical care powder pellets since he has no more teeth, so he had to have a powdered or watered pellet.

Filipinos love flipflops and yes I have an attachment with my slipper, mind you, it has a name, it's George. hehehe While I am making his food he would be hopping in rabbit speed across my feet like a pendulum and I am waiting for a bite because Charlie bites or scratches since he is very old, he is very impatient and temperament doesn't like to be picked up. I used to have nightmares of Charlie hehehe because since we also house-sitting our bed is laid out in the living room and there are times when I wake up I would be staring at him watching me sleep. lol

Since she did this, She offered to pay for our stairlift and ramp. It's a gift and not a loan. I don't know if she is ready for a new pet. I am planning to give her a rabbit, a cutie one a female mini lop bunny so it is not as big as Charlie butttt.....I have to warn her though if she has me babysat, I might not give her back hehehe
 
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